January 2011
fuck everything
why am i suddenly not allowed to do anything?
i did everything I need to do, and yet my mum still prevents me from leaving the house.
up until an hour or two ago everything was fine..
December 2010
grrrr
no more new years eve party plans!
the girl that whose house I was going to go to suddenly can’t have a party there and now its being relocated to some random kids house, who I don’t know very well.
I dont know what to do.
ugh
lately
well, today is the last day that i allow myself sugar.
I’ve been thinking a lot about this past year, how I’ve changed, how people have changed, etc etc. I really can’t believe its 2011 already. Frankly, I feel old. I was born so long ago! Not really actually, but I feel that way. Of course there are people older and younger than me, but its still weird. It’s weird to...
im bored.
first instinct? “whats up on tumblr”
well I just tumbled this huuuge thing and then of course my internet decides to freak the fuck out and delete it, thannnkssss!
either way, I think it just stopped snowing. yeeeee
eeps!
Lately me and my mum have had our odds. Between piercing my nose, smoking weed and staying out til 2am lets just say I’m a bit of trouble. I was supposed to be grounded for piercing my nose until like 2015 but that didn’t really work out. I told my mum I was cutting down on smoking weed and then my boyfriend bought me a pipe for Christmas, and last night I went to a show at the rhino...
saw a workshop teacher from new vista drunk at rhinoceropolis; he asked us for weed. weird?
tit-punch is mine! kira better change her tumblr...
wow, am i fucking tired.
went out to denver to celebrate Kira’s birthday with her and some friends, went to steubens but of course all of us got milk shakes and then couldn’t even finish our food ahhah. later we went to rhino and i downed a bunch of sailor jerry’s and smoked a lot of weed and met a lot of really great people, a lot of whom were at that hipstery house party i...
today is gunna be a pretty good day
i really like breaks off of school, i always wake up when i want to and just relax with some tea and its so pleasant. at least now my tea is in a proper mug that i got yesterday rather than the usual glass cup that burns my fingertips.. ahh. i’m absolutely IN LOVE with Tazo Zen green tea, I’ve had probably about 8 cups of it in the past few days.
I’m so excited for today in...
my apartment smells like christmas!
christmas is such a good excuse for making delish food and not worrying about the consequences!
can’t wait til tomorrow; opening christmas presents with maxy and then to kira’s for her birthday bash! food and then a damn good show at rhinoceropolis!
thoughts
i think i might grow out one side of my hair a little. like just one side a couple inches longer. maybe the left side to go wif my nose rings. i dunno i always get compliments on my hair but i get so effing bored of it sometimes, i need a bit of a change. i also need to do some major workout damage control today, i ate so much shit food last night. blech. not feeling very well nutrition wise, need...
so its 2:30 in the morning, im sitting in kira's...
instead of staying home and playing ddr in our penguin and space ship footy pajamas, me and kira took a little drive to Denver. I got invited to some artsy college party by my friend Talia and it was a pretty successful night. it was Waka Flocka themed (didn’t know who the fuck that was til tonight!) and 90% of the men there were black hipsters. As for all the ladies, total fucking hipsters....
goodmorning
plans for the day:
- wrap some presents
- do my laundry
- go to the gym
- possibly finish “made: the movie” (because I started watching it yesterday and it was terribly addicting)
plans for the night:
- play ddr with kira
- play ddr with kira in footy pajamas
- play ddr with kira in footy pajamas and eat lots of oreos
- go to some random house party i was invited to in...
lunar eclipse tonight!
maybe thats why im so hormonal..
um, yeah this is what i did last night
ahh.
i’m home, hungover and greasy. I should really take a shower but I think I’ll just not right now. :) Last night was really good. I went up to Ned and then to Hannah’s for a little get-together of a few people. I came home with two bumps on my head- one from getting kicked in the face by a very drunk ian, the other running into ian’s pullup bar on his door thats way...
its funny because i was going to rant about...
I like a lot of the same stuff Kira does, so now wonder we are friends. But instead of reblogging a picture she had up ill just post the text that was in the photo:
“The concept of beauty is a curious thing . We spend our entire lives chasing after what we will never have, and when we focus our energies into all charm and beauty but our own, that is when we lose ourselves. We forget that...
seven pounds
I’ve been so angry with myself for the past few weeks.
Being a teenager in modern american society, with dreams of modeling and wanting to truly feel beautiful and comfortable in my own skin, i’m constantly beating myself up. It’s a slippery slope being a teenage girls. I want to lose 7 pounds so I wake up early to work out and I eat right but dammit then I drink a little beer...
well, i had set my alarm to 5:15..
…I woke up at 2 in the morning thinking it was time to get up and go to the gym. Seeing as how I had only slept for 4 hours (but of course I didn’t know that) I went back to bed thinking I’d just get up at my usual time of 6:45. But as it turns out, my alarm still went off at 5:15, and I got up and took a shower thinking it was a new day. It was only until after I had gotten out...
sometimes i just feel like a big bird in a small...
